If you must burry me
burry me now
burry me today
my dreams are fading
My hopes disappearing
and im scared of living
im done faking
throwing smiles your way
im done laughing
get out of my way
I want to find my grave
im dead already don’t you see
this body is useless to me
my grave, my body and my head must be found
they have to be burried underground
today, tonight, right now
if you must burry me I wish that
you would have done it
by now

Jackie Hergh

I cannot take this..
I cannot take this hate,
guilt,
heartache,
and pain.
I want to show everyone,
who Im
and what I feel.

Instead
I put this face on
that isn't real.
I cry alone
and I want to die alone.
I feel so much hate
almost everyday.

You don’t ask..
you don’t care.
And I want someone..
anyone
to ask me..
if I need help.

I cannot take that
heartache
that he left me with.
I can still
feel his
soft lips.
Why do you leave?
I will change..i promise.

I cannot do this..
I cannot lie,
cry,
and suffer.
I cannot no more…

Chelsy

Marks on the inside
make it even with the out.
I will show you tough love
and what it's all about.
I might as well bleed here
with you & a razor in your hand
I don’t feel alive anymore,
& I don’t know where I stand.
press the blade against my skin,
hit an unpleasant violet red
soon it will be too late
I will already be dead.
thank you for never noticing
when I walk in, sleeves of blood
. And for never realizing
it wasn’t just an accidental cut.
please don’t shed a tear for me
when im drowning in a crimson pool.
but even with the razor, so sharp,
the world is much more cruel.

Shelby Dunbar

Im tired of always putting on a show
to hide the pain inside
to pretend nothing bothers me
when deep inside its at its boiling
Im sick of not having a true friend
Someone who understands
Sick of everything and everbody
Everything adds up over time
Making me angry and bitter
Sometimes I don’t understand
Why I feel this way
I don’t guess I ever will
Writings on the wall
That your too blind to see
Just open your eyes
Now look at me
What do you see?
Sometimes I want to cry
Sometimes I want to scream
I cannot, you wont understand
Im trying to remove a weight of my shoulders

Taylor

Surrounded by unknowns,
They cannot see my face.
Beneath my covers,
I hide my inner secrets.
No one knows who Im,
I do not wish to reveal it.
The true self which lies within,
Can never face the world.
For I have so much to hide,
And so little trust in you.

Helen Bidwell

Thought this would get better…
But it only seems to worsen as the days pass…
My happiness has deceased,
I knew it wouldn't last…
The anger has built up inside,
Im ready to break loose…
I won't be able to take much more of this abuse…
My body's twitching, mind gone blank…
Im outraged by all the pain that I've gone through…
I've put up afront with nowhere to run to…
Eyes as red as blood, mascara down my face…
Im gone, discharged from this place…
My brain has decomposed from all this mess…
Some people just weren't meant to be happy I guess…
I feel like there's been a match against myself…
Im thinking about people, while they're thinking about wealth…
Im the victim at fault for all this hell…
Yet, no one's sensitive to it, they don't know me that well…

Sarah

I have fallen,
Gone so low.
You pushed me over the edge,
I started falling towards hell;
I could feel the heat of the flames
On my bare flesh.
My screams were drowned out
By the scorching flames.
There was a bright light,
A cool wind from the flapping of wings.
My Guardian Angels had heard my cries,
Felt my pain.
They took me in their arms are carried
Me away, out of Hell;
To be with them in Heaven.
Forever.

Jessica May

How come Im alone?
How come no one likes me?
I wish I knew the answers
I wish I knew how to fix it
I wonder what's wrong
day in and day out
what do I need to do different?
How do I need to act?
Should I be someone else?
Or should I just give up?
but that's not my nature
Im a fighter
not a snail that crawls into my shell
How come I want to hide?
How come I want to run?
I want to get away,
far away from here
where no one knows me
and no one will judge me
Is there such a place?
I don't think there is
but one can always hope

Unknown

I sit here alone in the night
wondering what is wrong with me
no one ever cares nor will they ever
there's a hole in my heart waiting to be filled
I fight back the tears
hoping no one will notice
while at the same time I wish they would
Why doesn't anyone notice?
Why cannot they see me for me?
and not some rumor that everyone believes
Do I need to change? should I change?
I used to think not
but now Im not so sure
they all rush past acting like I don't exist
maybe I don't
maybe I don't allow myself to
What do i need to do to make you notice?
just once, one time
I want to feel like i belong
my heart is empty and it waits
for how long I ask...
a year? a month? tomorrow?
to me it seems like an eternity

Unknown

How come Im here?
taking up space
I don't serve a purpose
I will never get a date
No one likes me
and I don't like them
It all seems to me
one great big scam
They all smile acting like nothings wrong
but I know what they are thinking
why don't you just run along....
They don't want me here and
I think the same way
Let's get outta here
Let's run away
One day I will belong
You will see I say
I think to myself
"I hope Im right"
"I hope Im okay"
cuz I don't think I will be able
to live another day

Unknown

This track seems to be going the wrong way
I wish i could go back
and take a right where I took a left
it seems this is a never ending road
where people leave
and where others grow old
it seems to go on forever
without any stops
no one stops to ask if i need to talk
everyone seems to be five miles ahead
and Im left behind
wishing I were dead

Unknown

What do I have to do?
I can’t tell you
Use your brain
To see I’m in pain
Agony in fact
Has deep impact
Crushing hopes dreams and ambitions
With no inhibitions
You could at least try
To stop shouting when I cry
To stop nagging when I’m down
Or stop talking when I frown
Work with me
Not against me
Push me along
Not back to where I’m from
I’m trying so hard to pick myself up
But I’m stuck
And you’re not helping

What do I have to do?
To show I need you
I can’t kneel on the ground
You’ll kick me around
My insides already bruised and broken
My words already spoken
Your ears always shut
And you can’t even look
At the daughter that came from you

You must be ashamed…

So am I

Millyem

I cannot take this no more
The lies the pain the thought of myself
I just want to hide deep inside myself where nobody will look
All the fairy tale say once upon time~
Deep down inside there I was confused
Never want to come out
Inside my wall I put up years ago and no one noticed I escaped
No one gets me
they say im still here but how can they no when all they sees my body never inside my soul
Nothings wrong~ if you don't ask
I may look happy during the day but I cry myself to sleep at night
No one knows no one cares
My bodys still here but I ran off a long time ago with my soul and my heart
Please just look and you will see what's left of me
Look deep into my eyes past the hope that I once had past the hurt
and look deep deep inside and you will see I left, because what was once inside is empty
Can't you see?? I escaped.

Nicole